Join for FREE | Take the Tour Lost Password?

deviantART

 
:iconsweetfoxmimi:

=SweetFoxMimi

is addicted to virtual drugs
Sign up to follow this artist's work
ProfileGalleryPrintsFavesJournal
Blind to Pageviews
About Me Official Beta Tester Procrastinator Lil Miss Mimi Star19/Female/Germany Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
2 Week Premium Membership:
Given by ~Bamelin Statistics 41 Deviations
3,715 Comments
42,836 Pageviews

I have to bother you again...

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 16, 2009, 9:32 AM













I dont know how to write that down. But I have to.
These times are hard and cold for me, and this has nothing
to do with the winter, its course Im lost. Im lost between
my feelings and my school and my life and all
those other things around me.
I dont like my old artwork, but I know you do, course of
this I wont delete it all. But now to the serious things.
My real problems, why I write this journal.
I think I have to much days of school I was missing.
I was ill (its like Im always ill)
and know they said this cant go on any longer without consequences.
I understand that, but thats not the main problem either. Its course
WHY I dont go to school, or dont want to be under people.
I am afraid of them. And I mean serious afraid of them.
Im afraid of loud noises, bright lights, etc.
I telled those symtomes my mom. And my mom, wish is psychologist,
said she knew it for longer. She suggested I have hps. So now, its not
that bad at all. I dont know that thing or wtf. She said it comes a lot
of times along with synnestesia. Its okey too. But know I though about
it and shit Im afraid they could throw me out of the school. So I HAVE to go.
*sighn*
But I dont know... now when I wrote this I have to say its not that
bad at all. Its bad. But not THAT bad.
So uhm...
I feel a bit ashamed, but its nice to write it down and know some
people will read it and maybe they comment and make me feel better.

So but, one thing.
I know its now christmas and you have to use your money to buy nice gifts,
but it would be really awesome if you want a few comissions? ; ;
I need a little money. Mainly for food and such things. Its not like
Im starving haha, but Im afraid to aks my family again, course they have
other problems v_v" So if you are interested here: [link]
with new prizes wish I think are fair now.
If you want anything spezial just note me or something thats no problem

thank you for your time really
this means much to me and this journal is just like a little diary to me <3



45 Comments | Previous Journal Entries
  • Mood: Remorse

deviantID

Little Miss Mimi Star

thats all I am.
I need a new ID qAq"

I am on a other account now too,
if you want to know it, even it has not in it,
note me x3

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Germany (Baden-Würtemberg, Stuttgart)
  • Interests: draw DDD:
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite style of art: cartoon | realistic | sometimes anime
  • Favourite game: PROTOTYPE! <3
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS3 | PC | PsP | Nintendo DS | Wii | oh god many
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop CS3 + CS4 | Open Canvas 4.5.11+ | Illustrator | Flash MX | Copics | ...
http://www.filb.de/oekaki

DA Stickers

Comments


:iconkhayura:
~Khayura 2 days 2 hours ago
Zomg Mimi! D: Hab dich noch gar nicht gewatched x_x *nachhol* <3

--
nyu~
:iconentory:
Mood: Pleased ~Entory 5 days 3 hours ago
hey ho, wo schreibt man sich denn hier auf die lange liste der 6$ commissions?
:iconsweetfoxmimi:
=SweetFoxMimi 5 days 1 hour ago
xD magst echt eine?
ui x3

ehm per note? *v* kannsu sagen was du haben magst

--
"Never give up" ~Walt Disney
Question 7: How to get more pageviews
:iconsweetfoxmimi:
=SweetFoxMimi Nov 9, 2009, 9:13:37 AM
YES *Q* <3

oder nooin D: ich will nich das du mit dem teufel tee und schwefel trinkst >_<

--
"Never give up" ~Walt Disney
Question 7: How to get more pageviews
:iconjumomo:
=jumomo Nov 9, 2009, 10:06:36 AM
Wie sau geil das ist unglaublich owo

[link]

Sehr cooler Spruch muss ich au sagen :3

Wann steigt unser stuttgart wochenende eigentlich? X3

--
Wir woll'n die Tschabos!
:iconsweetfoxmimi:
=SweetFoxMimi Nov 9, 2009, 11:07:58 AM
cooler spruch? xD
hö?

ouw ja *Q*
määh nun is wieder kalt
hmm... also ich frag mal reni, wann sie mal lust hat .D
das dumme is ich bin mal wieder in letzter zeit geldlos D: ; ;
wir müsstens iwie hinbekommen das wir mal einen tag im warmen sitzen oder so
vll auch ohne übernachten auch wenns echt kurz wär
aber ich denk das wär viel schneller zu verwiriklichen >v<

--
"Never give up" ~Walt Disney
Question 7: How to get more pageviews
:iconjumomo:
=jumomo Nov 12, 2009, 8:57:32 AM
Alles ausreden mimi X3
B.I.O.!

--
Wir woll'n die Tschabos!
(1 Reply)
Previous Page12345...Next Page

Site Map